Thursday, October 14, 2010

money , the love n hate relationship

its been a week since i blog ... bcos it was been a stressful n crazy week ..... nothing seems to work out the way i planned .... n all this ... i blame it on one word - MONEY!!!


witout money , u cant live .... u need it to sustain ur life emotionally n mentally ... y do i say this ? ... its bcos wit MONEY , u cant pay ur bills , n when u cant do tht , u'll get mentally stressed , n eventually the emotional feelings kicks in ...

life is getting harder n harder each year ... with the government having plans of increase all consumer usage , frm petrol to cigarettes , to milk .... how can consumer bare all this burden when the salary tht we r getting is just average wage ... this ministers can afford it cost their salary is like 4 times frm the average salary tht other ppl who is working their butts off . is this fair to ppl who is living wit low salary ?

now i know how it feels to b a grown up , especially being a parents ... amount of burden their carry on their shoulders . im going thru it n im feeling it ... n this feelings - SUCKS!!!

the moral is , MONEY , u cant live witout it , spend wisely if u dont want to go thru the all the stress

Monday, October 4, 2010

beginning of a new week

here comes monday again ... the begining day of the week after the weekend ....

weekend was crazy , wit a wedding to attend , after the reception , i head to chinatown to get me some flowers ... was planning to ' mandi bunga ' tht nite .... my god , the traffic during the weekend was crazy .... traffic jam everywhere ... not sure whether its due to all the 'open house' to celebrate the last week of raya or the kl residents planned to go out the same time ... hahaha ... frm a 20 min drive to get to chinatown , it became 45 min .... oh boy , was my leg aching ... ???? only drivers who was stuck in the traffic jam could feel the aches ....

after done getting the flowers , went to my sis place ( the location tht i was suppose to hv my mandi bunga ) , had to sort out the flowers accordingly .... i must say , i dont hv gentle hands when come to flowers , especially wit rose patels ... its so fragile n breaks in pieces easily ...

the ritual of mandi bunga has to b done at 12am ... dunno was the reason for having it late ... i never bother ask but wait for the time to come ... hahah ...

by 12:30 am , i was done wit the ritual ... its like a princess covered wit rose petals ... hahaha ... n the same times , the smells of flowers all over u ... hahaha ...

to me , doing this ritual is just for fun ... for self pampering ... but some ppl say by doing this ritual / mandi bunga , it suppose to bring ur inner ' glow ' aura alive ... but if it does gives me an inner ' glow' .. tht will a good thing for me ... if it doesnt , i must always remember tht i was just doing it for fun ... n shouldnt put too much of faith into the ritual ...

always bare in mind , not all ritual works .. some may turn out for the good , or some may turn out to b the bad .... only ritual tht u can believe on is hv faith in watever u do n also hv faith to the almighty who gave us life in this world ...