money or love ??

the last time i was here , i was talking abt what is more important , MONEY or LOVE ... ????

well , i still have ppl saying tht LOVE is more important tht , MONEY .... i just dont get it ???? ... how can it b tht LOVE IS EVERYTHING ... does LOVE feed u ?? , does it keep u frm the sun or the rain ? will it prevent u frm deceases ??

tht one big question mark ???

i can understand tht LOVE plays a bit part of every human being ... without it ... the world will b full of hatred ... there wont b any peace between human beings , doesnt matter whether they are white , black , yellow or green ...

i just want to know ... isnt the $$$ a substitution of LOVE ? $$$ makes ur love for ur partner blooms more ... i said this bcos , wit $$ , u wont hv any burden or stress thinking on ur ongoing bills ... there wont b any pressure on settling bills or pressure on how to please ur partners by flowering them wit gifts or take them for vacation , or taking them out for a romantic dinner .

wat if one day , u and ur partner is going thru hard times ( meaning financially ) , till u dont have a single cents to buy food n to feed urself n ur partner ... will the LOVE still b there .... or will there b an argument on the security on the LOVE ?

misery

its been awhile tht i wrote something in here ... its bcos i had nothing much to say .. was pretty happy wit my life ..

but lately , life has been difficult for me n for my bf ..well , u can say the finance is not on our side ...how ever we worked , how hard we worked , its not enough for us to cover our expense , well , when ur bank account is running dry ... ur mind tends to get abit messed up .. u starts to say things tht might hurt one or ur partner's feeling ... my life has been like a roller cooster ... so i hv said things tht might not consider other ppl's feeling ...

its been a week tht we have not talked to each other n its sucks .... its not a good sign especially when we cant talk things out like an adult....

i dont how to make things work again like it used to be .... i feel so alone right now goin thru this heartache , roller cooster financial setback

wat should i do ??? sit back n waits for tmrw comes ... hoping everything will b alright n hoping tht we can mend our relationship like before ? wat will tmrw brings me ? good news on my financial n good relationship or the opposite ... ?? hmm ... looks like i just have to wait n see , huh ?

one thing tht lots , i mean lots of ppl say about $$ is not everything ... well, ppl !! ... $$ is part of ur life ... without it .. will u b living the life u r in ? if u hv to choose between $$ and LOVE , i will hv to say , i choose both ... without money , how will ur love bloomed ? love cant pay ur bills , cant feed u ... love is like a BONUS in ur life .... having someone who care for u ... give u comfort when u r in the lowest emotions of ur life ..n there to aprreciate u more

so ppl out ther !!! take ur time to answer whether LOVE is more important than $$ in ur life ... think wit ur mind / brain than thinking wit ur heart

envyness makes human being all crazy

its been weeks tht i have wrote in my blog... it has been a crazy week for me wit work ....

topic of the day is envies towards others .... y does this feeling exists ?

why does human being gets so jealous or envy est towards other's life style or their wealth ...don't they know ppl like this worked hard to where they want to b , having the luxurious lifestyle , big sporty expensive cars , huge exclusive home .... n yet, there r some certain ppl dont consider n sit back n think abt the hard times they hv gone thru to what they hv achieve ....

i can understand abt competitors wanting to compete on what u have , but the envies among the family members - tht i dont get / understand . y can't they feel happy for their siblings , dont they know , one family member who is in a ' comfortable ' financial situation is a good thing , cos good loving siblings will b there to help the unfortunate one -financially .... buuutt nnnnooo ... they get so jealous n envy towards them n the family member ... till the extend , willing to do harm ... its bad enough to ' bad mouth ' abt them , the willingness to use ' black magic ' to hurt or make them suffer - fiscally n mentally .... this , i feel is abit overboard !!!

y can't ppl understand tht t0 achieve ur goal in life , u need to get up on ur feet n work ur ass off ... isn't it rewarding to see the fruit after all the hard work tht u have done ?

i believe tht the ' Almighty' has create 'men' in this world wit good and evil .... but lately , it looks like there's more evil than good !

moral of the story ,its ur provogrative to be a sore loser / sour puss on other ppl's good fortune , or wake up , work hard to achieve the goal in life ... head for the dreams tht u want - good health , n good fortune

money , the love n hate relationship

its been a week since i blog ... bcos it was been a stressful n crazy week ..... nothing seems to work out the way i planned .... n all this ... i blame it on one word - MONEY!!!


witout money , u cant live .... u need it to sustain ur life emotionally n mentally ... y do i say this ? ... its bcos wit MONEY , u cant pay ur bills , n when u cant do tht , u'll get mentally stressed , n eventually the emotional feelings kicks in ...

life is getting harder n harder each year ... with the government having plans of increase all consumer usage , frm petrol to cigarettes , to milk .... how can consumer bare all this burden when the salary tht we r getting is just average wage ... this ministers can afford it cost their salary is like 4 times frm the average salary tht other ppl who is working their butts off . is this fair to ppl who is living wit low salary ?

now i know how it feels to b a grown up , especially being a parents ... amount of burden their carry on their shoulders . im going thru it n im feeling it ... n this feelings - SUCKS!!!

the moral is , MONEY , u cant live witout it , spend wisely if u dont want to go thru the all the stress

beginning of a new week

here comes monday again ... the begining day of the week after the weekend ....

weekend was crazy , wit a wedding to attend , after the reception , i head to chinatown to get me some flowers ... was planning to ' mandi bunga ' tht nite .... my god , the traffic during the weekend was crazy .... traffic jam everywhere ... not sure whether its due to all the 'open house' to celebrate the last week of raya or the kl residents planned to go out the same time ... hahaha ... frm a 20 min drive to get to chinatown , it became 45 min .... oh boy , was my leg aching ... ???? only drivers who was stuck in the traffic jam could feel the aches ....

after done getting the flowers , went to my sis place ( the location tht i was suppose to hv my mandi bunga ) , had to sort out the flowers accordingly .... i must say , i dont hv gentle hands when come to flowers , especially wit rose patels ... its so fragile n breaks in pieces easily ...

the ritual of mandi bunga has to b done at 12am ... dunno was the reason for having it late ... i never bother ask but wait for the time to come ... hahah ...

by 12:30 am , i was done wit the ritual ... its like a princess covered wit rose petals ... hahaha ... n the same times , the smells of flowers all over u ... hahaha ...

to me , doing this ritual is just for fun ... for self pampering ... but some ppl say by doing this ritual / mandi bunga , it suppose to bring ur inner ' glow ' aura alive ... but if it does gives me an inner ' glow' .. tht will a good thing for me ... if it doesnt , i must always remember tht i was just doing it for fun ... n shouldnt put too much of faith into the ritual ...

always bare in mind , not all ritual works .. some may turn out for the good , or some may turn out to b the bad .... only ritual tht u can believe on is hv faith in watever u do n also hv faith to the almighty who gave us life in this world ...

let's think about it - part 2

talking abt entity ... there's something tht got my mind all wired up ... its abt supernatural things ( for example - a loket , pendant , a keris , or a tongkat ) tht so called can bring u good fortune for work / business ....

some say - some ' supernatural gift ' tht was sent to u , is to keep ur family frm harm n also bring good fortune to u n the family .

where does this gifts / tangkal come frm ... wat was it made of ? frm where does this special power come frm ?

can it b thru ? this so called supernatural gifts or another words called tangkal , can protect u n the family ? make u rich in watever u do ? wat if it being used to do harm to others ... ?

im not a true believer in all this , but there are times tht make me wonder .... does it really work or is it a mind game , making us believe in such thing as supernatural gifts ...( i wont know whether it really do work cos i never have or own one of this special gifts) .... just say tht this supernatural gifts do hv special powers to turn our life ard , do we human beings need to keep believing it and hold on to it ? is our believes to the ' almighty' isnt good enough ?

hmmm ... let's think abt it , again ... :)

let's think about it

its been awhile i hv not written anything in here ... was can i say , been busy wit work ...

my weekend was ok , manage to spend time wit my kids n my loved one , n manage to make some times to clean the house ... haha ...

i think this weekend has made my mind wonder abit ... wondering whether the things tht in my mind - true , false , logically or not ????

the thing tht is playing in my head is abt ' entity' , in other words , spiritual spirit / ghost ... does it really exist ... ???? ... is it something tht ppl make up to scare the shit out of u or is it for really ... n y do all this exist ? ppl may say ( the new generations ) , it dont exist , but during our ' fore father ' days , they said it do exist .

there are some ' lost souls ' tht wonder in this earth ... but there are some ' evil spirit ' tht was brought down to the earth n being used to do harm to other ppl ... , i can understand abt the ' lost souls ' tht couldnt find their way , n wonders ard ... i think n feel this kind of spirits will not do harm to other ppl , unless they provoke .... wat makes me wonder is , the ppl tht send out the ' evil spirit' to do harm to other ppl ... wat benefits do their get out of this ???? ... do they get ' high' or any excitement seeing ppl who get possessed by the evil spirit , having to suffer it , fiscally , mentally ? y do ppl like this hv so much hatred n envy in them towards other ppl ....?

how do u get rid of them ? by sending another shaman / bomoh / witch doctor ? wat gurantee tht this so called ' experts' can get rid of them ?

hmmm ... let us sit back n think abt this ...